Through Me (a collective poem of our undrowned breathing)

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What is flowing through you? Love and gratitude is flowing through me. Fittingly, last month when we kicked off Wrapped in Ocean: Undrowned in Practice with an oceanic writing and breathing workshop called “The Scale of Breathing,” LOVE and GRATITUDE were the words that showed up the most times in in the chat (followed closely by SPIRIT.) During the workshop more than 60 people participated live in a series of reflective writing and breathing activities over the course of two hours, and more than a hundred people have engaged the recording since. It never stops amazing me when people show up for their own transformation and the possibility of experiencing love, especially with strangers, especially across space and time, especially at the invitation of a weird poet obsessed with marine mammals. But it happened!

The participants in this workshop were brave about their empathy, accountable to to their ancestors and communities, creative in their experiments in healing. And everyone was brilliant, literally luminescent with love through the screen. At one point I thought I was going to dissolve into a puff of glitter. We were honest about our sputtering awkwardness in the face of change, and learned from the baby and mother weddell seal about how to breathe into and through it all. In the end, we became poets again. And this is the group poem we created to honor what was flowing through us in that moment. We made it as our portal back to that time of togetherness and we offer it to you so you can join us in possibility of freer breath.

Through Me

 

a poem on the scale of breathing by the participants in the first ever Undrowned writing workshop

 

(to be read aloud if possible)

 

a future is flowing through me

 

a life-tide is flowing through me

 

those who have met in the water undrowned are flowing through me

 

ripples ripples ripples

 

ripples are flowing through me

 

genesis is ongoing and it is flowing through me

 

abundance is flowing through me

 

the infinite love of the universe is flowing through me

 

love is flowing through me

 

ancestral affirmation is flowing through me

 

love is flowing through me

 

village is flowing through me

 

love is flowing through me

 

the glow of each other’s love is flowing through me

 

gratitude is flowing through me

 

all the places I have ever been are flowing through me

 

gratitude is flowing through me

 

softness is flowing through me

 

gratitude is flowing through me

 

grounded divinity is flowing through me

 

gratitude is flowing through me

 

the breaths we take together are flowing through me

 

gratitude is flowing through me

 

silky waters full of nourishment are flowing through me

 

gratitude is flowing through me

 

deep gratitude for the core of my belly is flowing through me

 

gratitude for the unknown and the unlearning is flowing through me

 

wind is flowing through me

 

oxygen is flowing through me

 

all of you are flowing through me

 

us together is flowing through me

 

connection is flowing through me

 

glowing thick connection is flowing through me

 

luz is flowing through me

 

the stars are flowing through me

 

amber is flowing through me

 

glory is flowing through me

 

resonant song is flowing through me

 

the dance of the unknown is flowing through me

 

wonder is flowing through me

 

tenderness is flowing through me

 

spirit is flowing through me

 

movement is flowing through me

 

lands and seas are flowing through me

 

exhaustion is flowing through me

 

cariño is flowing through me

 

surrender is flowing through me

 

release is flowing through me

 

relief is flowing through me

 

death is flowing through me opening my heart and vision

 

my ancestors are flowing through me

 

generations to come are flowing through me

 

life is flowing through me

 

clarity is flowing through me

 

grace is flowing through me

 

ease is flowing through me

 

abundant trust in myself is flowing through me

 

grace is flowing through me

 

hope and stardust is flowing through me

 

laughter and trouble-making is flowing through me

 

joy is flowing through me

 

hope is flowing through me

 

quiet power in community with bits of glitter are flowing through me

 

hope is flowing through me

 

wow is flowing through me

 

rusty hard rain is flowing through me

 

unafraid song is flowing through me

 

bravery is flowing through me

 

trust is flowing through me

 

faith is flowing through me

 

light is flowing through me

 

truth is flowing through me

 

possibility is flowing through me

 

movement is flowing through me

 

magic is flowing through me

 

iridescent light and sound are flowing through me

 

coolness and clarity are flowing through me

 

expansion and co-creation are flowing through me

 

compassion for the bumps and bruises is flowing through me

 

longing for sea tendrils reaching the moonlight is flowing through me

 

trust is flowing through me

 

manifestation is flowing through me

 

balance is flowing through me

 

poetry is flowing through me

 

spirit is flowing through me

Sign up is still open for Wrapped in Ocean: Undrowned in Practice a series of activities inspired by Undrowned: Black Feminist Lessons from Marine Mammals which includes a module based on this workshop. If you only want to participate in the workshop retroactively you can do that here.

 

 

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Julia Wallace